Color

Just Read that Red is the color of fear
and thats what I got in my life
fear of takig a risk
people assume I am so good at risks
but inside I am a small child in this

any risk worth having is a distance apart
has made me weak and strong
only that i manage once or twic but thats all there is
what a laughter factor

blue is the color of stand
strength and uprstrongness
need to feel that color in some people I am close to maybe

or pink is the color of a girl
like a child a little known and unknown acts
tender and beautiful

then this is the color of me
just plain and good
white maybe or not
orange or
yea
this is then the thought
color is all in me
day in day out
and it will bring out me

Today

this day is a blessing to me, myself and I
been a while and feels good
erick Bennet on the Radio and so much soul in music
I love the fact that it anything that its not

in fact feels whole and awesome
been a while and much better than ever
by the way this is something good
need to up my game eh!
me myself and I

BEGINNING

Now I seriously need to be back on ti blog thing
the competition for other networks and ideas is too much
least here my voice will self hear itself and mind self read
then I will make sense to me only and I wont have to worry
i will hate and like
maybe that's why i wont own a diary anymore
i will put this writing to full text view of many
and I wont be surprised that it will one day bear fruit
lemon or orange, pear or apple
any of what it will bear will be fruitful in some way
then I will develop what it means
and what it feels like and what it can be